Eat my ****!
(It's not supposed to sound that way)..
But..
Today is Stress, frustration, impatience, grouchy..
2mr is panic, tenseness, terror & unknown..
To do something that u really have a zero knowledge in it.. is not about overcoming ur fear.. or making that one step to advanced urself, but it's a BURDEN..
But it helps me to get over life!
I'm getting that particular feeling again when I was in Sdkan.. & I hate that feeling.. urrgh!!
But I need to do this.. It's not my passion but it's close.. holding a video camera is really damn hard!! Compare to photography, videography is soooo difficult!
So, 2mr & the day after 2mr.. will be covering a wedding.. no, not photo but video.. *sighs* if u see sum1 who's carrying a big bulky bag & video camera.. yeaps.. that's me! Hee.. :p
It's not my job but I need to do this.. cuz I can get the experience.. hehe :p
Newyz, I got a new job. My mind is sooo messed up.
What would you do? A fun job with low pay or an ordinary job with high pay.. and I really mean high. which will definitely makes u think twice. Haha!
There's a storm ahead, I hope I can get thru' this.
*Yes I can. I just need to take that 1 little step & smile*
I wished it was that easy.
But..
Today is Stress, frustration, impatience, grouchy..
2mr is panic, tenseness, terror & unknown..
To do something that u really have a zero knowledge in it.. is not about overcoming ur fear.. or making that one step to advanced urself, but it's a BURDEN..
But it helps me to get over life!
I'm getting that particular feeling again when I was in Sdkan.. & I hate that feeling.. urrgh!!
But I need to do this.. It's not my passion but it's close.. holding a video camera is really damn hard!! Compare to photography, videography is soooo difficult!
So, 2mr & the day after 2mr.. will be covering a wedding.. no, not photo but video.. *sighs* if u see sum1 who's carrying a big bulky bag & video camera.. yeaps.. that's me! Hee.. :p
It's not my job but I need to do this.. cuz I can get the experience.. hehe :p
Newyz, I got a new job. My mind is sooo messed up.
What would you do? A fun job with low pay or an ordinary job with high pay.. and I really mean high. which will definitely makes u think twice. Haha!
There's a storm ahead, I hope I can get thru' this.
*Yes I can. I just need to take that 1 little step & smile*
I wished it was that easy.
1 comments:
danne if i were u, i'll take the one with high pay because WE NEED IT TOO SURVIVE!!! ha ha ha..I can see ur work is stressful but very fun but on the other hand stress + low income doesn't fit..So, its best you think it through before you make ur decision :)
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