Goodbye 2010, Hello 2011
Had happened - 2010
1) I left some friends. Gained new ones. People who was once important, became a nobody. Means, they're not a priority in my life anymore.
2) Learned about agriculture - I rarely took notice about it in the past. But when I did, it's actually kinda interesting :))
3) Took up the fashion business. But when on a hiatus since October due to hectic schedule. So, please don't give up on us yet. Will update soon. :))
4) Got out from a long-term relationship. Initially, it was a very big change, cuz he was a big part in my life n wen it ended, it felt like as if there'a a puzzle piece missing. However, change is good. It was a good one but tiring. And it was not going anywer. But we're still in good terms. So, that's a plus :)) Am I recovering? Yes. I am :))
5) My obsession with shopping is endless. I still shop online or anywer quite excessively. In fact, it has reached to a whole new level. Unfortunately.
6) My other obsession, which is towards the colour pink, overwhelms my family, friends & close ones when I decided to revamp my room. I painted my room to pinkish-lilac. Change most of the things to pink. The only thing that has yet to changed colour is my furniture. Well, soon. One step at a time, right?
7) When I "lost someone", I gained someone. I'm finally reunited with my x-collegue, who is now become one of the closest friend I've ever had.
8) I finally took up Feng-Shui. haha. yes peeople. It's kinda interesting. There's soo much thing to learn and that in improving life, u have to improve ur Chi. Hehe :))
9) I finally rediscovered myself again. I'm taking charge of my life. What I want to do it. I'm doing it and/or will do it.
10) I stay off foods, bars, clubbings, alcohols & cigs for almost 8 mths.
11) I'm finally food-phobic where the sight of food makes me scared.
12) I become more discipline & took control over my life. N yes, I'm proud of it. Since I took out most things that I love & indulge out from my life.
13) I fell in love with working-out which I used to hate every-every-much.
14) Which is y I've set-up my own mini gym :))
15) My biggest achievement is 2010 wud have to be the part where I lost weight. Haha. Yes. Finally. I lost 20kg in 3 mths. It was the most painful & excruciating journey that I ever had to get thru. And that, I promised myself that I don't and won't go thru it again. I'm still in the process. There's another 10kg to lose before I'll be able to accept myself again. :)) So, wish me luck peeps.
16) I upgraded my Dslr cam & lenses. From Canon 400D to Canon 60D. From a Sigma 17-70mm to a Sigma 10-20mm. M loving it bits. Hehe.
17) I also bought an Ibanez semi-acoustic guitar. But no amp yet. Haha. But owh mahn, he's gorgeous!
18) My dad is finally back with us :)) and I still have issues communicating with my mum but the good part is, we've actually or rather finally understood that, that is just the way we communicate. Else, we'll missed each other terribly. LOL.
19) On my "18th" birthday, and after months of depriving myself from alcohol & cigs, I've finally got myself wasted. So wasted until I couldnt even remember what happened. The same nite, I lost my shoes & contact lenses. Puked here & there. But got up @ 7.30 am the next day, drove home & got a major hangover n still managed a family dinner at @ 7.00pm the same day.
20) My highlight event of the year wud have to be getting myself inked. Haha. Yeaps. U heard it right. Inked! Let me tell u this, for those who never had been inked b4, if u wana know, does it hurt? Yes. It does. If people say it doesnt then it is bullshit. It was a painful yet an interesting experience. I still have to bear with it up til now. But one thing's for sure. I didnt regret it. The reason I got myself inked? Well, it's a actually a very awakening year for me. So, I got it as a symbol of starting over. Rediscovering, learning, loving & most of all appreciating myself once again and of course, people around u.
2010 was a painful and yet a memorable journey for me as the downs is greater than the ups. No comfort zone. It's all survival. Surviving & fighting with ur worst enemy & greatest competitor, which is urself.
2011 - This year, I will:-
1) Lose another 10 - 15kg.
2) Adopt good eating habit & practice healthy lifestyle.
3) Be a better blogger. Write more entry (ies) , take & post more photos :D
4) I wont hate myself for my imperfections, I'll be more confident, I won't take shit from nyone, I will only please myself :)) & will surround myself with people who makes me laugh & happy.
5) Take rock climbing.
6) Travel.
7) Improve my time during the Borneo Marathon.
8) Take diving.
9) Let go of my fears, insecurities, the past, and what not by taking action, loving myself more and trusting God better.
10) Shoot for the moon - in my own personal and mostly just silly and crazy ways.
11) Go to work on time, or rather early.
12) Improve social skills. hahahaha.
13) Be more organize.
14) Less time FB-ing.
15) Reduce shopping.
16) Save more money.
17) Be more positive.
18) Improve my relationship with God. To discover the miracle of faith.
19) Pursue happiness & awesomeness.
20) Last but not least, have more fun, enjoy life more. Take more risks. Create my story. The story that I love. A story of my own. :))
Yes, I want to find someone who I can shares these hopes, dreams and maybe sadness . But I'm not sure if I'm ready - ready to share my life with someone again. To go thru that same process again. Yes, my heart is still healing and I want to find someone who can heal it, make my bad dreams go away & who can sing to me until I fall asleep and lost in my own world. However, no high hopes. Because I learnt that, if it's meant to be, then it is meant to be and when it's time to let go, it's time to let go. Just drop everything that makes u sad n go on with life. U r own ur own. Yes, I maybe '18th' forever at heart, but then reality kicks in. So people, Carpe Diem! Seize the day! Go and do what u want. If it's not today, then when? Y wait for 2mr when u have 2day? Take charge.
The major things I learned in 2010:-
1) Will power is a very powerful thing. When u set ur mind on something. Everything's possible.
2) There will never be the right time. U have to set 'The Right Time'.
3) People will dissapoint, fail & turn u off and that, people are mean. So, get over it.
4) When it's time to let go, just let go.
5) And when it's meant to be, it is & u shud enjoy it while the ride last.
6) Trust in God. He maybe "late" answering ur calls, but he's there. U just have to call him over & over & over again.
1) I left some friends. Gained new ones. People who was once important, became a nobody. Means, they're not a priority in my life anymore.
2) Learned about agriculture - I rarely took notice about it in the past. But when I did, it's actually kinda interesting :))
3) Took up the fashion business. But when on a hiatus since October due to hectic schedule. So, please don't give up on us yet. Will update soon. :))
4) Got out from a long-term relationship. Initially, it was a very big change, cuz he was a big part in my life n wen it ended, it felt like as if there'a a puzzle piece missing. However, change is good. It was a good one but tiring. And it was not going anywer. But we're still in good terms. So, that's a plus :)) Am I recovering? Yes. I am :))
5) My obsession with shopping is endless. I still shop online or anywer quite excessively. In fact, it has reached to a whole new level. Unfortunately.
6) My other obsession, which is towards the colour pink, overwhelms my family, friends & close ones when I decided to revamp my room. I painted my room to pinkish-lilac. Change most of the things to pink. The only thing that has yet to changed colour is my furniture. Well, soon. One step at a time, right?
7) When I "lost someone", I gained someone. I'm finally reunited with my x-collegue, who is now become one of the closest friend I've ever had.
8) I finally took up Feng-Shui. haha. yes peeople. It's kinda interesting. There's soo much thing to learn and that in improving life, u have to improve ur Chi. Hehe :))
9) I finally rediscovered myself again. I'm taking charge of my life. What I want to do it. I'm doing it and/or will do it.
10) I stay off foods, bars, clubbings, alcohols & cigs for almost 8 mths.
11) I'm finally food-phobic where the sight of food makes me scared.
12) I become more discipline & took control over my life. N yes, I'm proud of it. Since I took out most things that I love & indulge out from my life.
13) I fell in love with working-out which I used to hate every-every-much.
14) Which is y I've set-up my own mini gym :))
15) My biggest achievement is 2010 wud have to be the part where I lost weight. Haha. Yes. Finally. I lost 20kg in 3 mths. It was the most painful & excruciating journey that I ever had to get thru. And that, I promised myself that I don't and won't go thru it again. I'm still in the process. There's another 10kg to lose before I'll be able to accept myself again. :)) So, wish me luck peeps.
16) I upgraded my Dslr cam & lenses. From Canon 400D to Canon 60D. From a Sigma 17-70mm to a Sigma 10-20mm. M loving it bits. Hehe.
17) I also bought an Ibanez semi-acoustic guitar. But no amp yet. Haha. But owh mahn, he's gorgeous!
18) My dad is finally back with us :)) and I still have issues communicating with my mum but the good part is, we've actually or rather finally understood that, that is just the way we communicate. Else, we'll missed each other terribly. LOL.
19) On my "18th" birthday, and after months of depriving myself from alcohol & cigs, I've finally got myself wasted. So wasted until I couldnt even remember what happened. The same nite, I lost my shoes & contact lenses. Puked here & there. But got up @ 7.30 am the next day, drove home & got a major hangover n still managed a family dinner at @ 7.00pm the same day.
20) My highlight event of the year wud have to be getting myself inked. Haha. Yeaps. U heard it right. Inked! Let me tell u this, for those who never had been inked b4, if u wana know, does it hurt? Yes. It does. If people say it doesnt then it is bullshit. It was a painful yet an interesting experience. I still have to bear with it up til now. But one thing's for sure. I didnt regret it. The reason I got myself inked? Well, it's a actually a very awakening year for me. So, I got it as a symbol of starting over. Rediscovering, learning, loving & most of all appreciating myself once again and of course, people around u.
2010 was a painful and yet a memorable journey for me as the downs is greater than the ups. No comfort zone. It's all survival. Surviving & fighting with ur worst enemy & greatest competitor, which is urself.
2011 - This year, I will:-
1) Lose another 10 - 15kg.
2) Adopt good eating habit & practice healthy lifestyle.
3) Be a better blogger. Write more entry (ies) , take & post more photos :D
4) I wont hate myself for my imperfections, I'll be more confident, I won't take shit from nyone, I will only please myself :)) & will surround myself with people who makes me laugh & happy.
5) Take rock climbing.
6) Travel.
7) Improve my time during the Borneo Marathon.
8) Take diving.
9) Let go of my fears, insecurities, the past, and what not by taking action, loving myself more and trusting God better.
10) Shoot for the moon - in my own personal and mostly just silly and crazy ways.
11) Go to work on time, or rather early.
12) Improve social skills. hahahaha.
13) Be more organize.
14) Less time FB-ing.
15) Reduce shopping.
16) Save more money.
17) Be more positive.
18) Improve my relationship with God. To discover the miracle of faith.
19) Pursue happiness & awesomeness.
20) Last but not least, have more fun, enjoy life more. Take more risks. Create my story. The story that I love. A story of my own. :))
Yes, I want to find someone who I can shares these hopes, dreams and maybe sadness . But I'm not sure if I'm ready - ready to share my life with someone again. To go thru that same process again. Yes, my heart is still healing and I want to find someone who can heal it, make my bad dreams go away & who can sing to me until I fall asleep and lost in my own world. However, no high hopes. Because I learnt that, if it's meant to be, then it is meant to be and when it's time to let go, it's time to let go. Just drop everything that makes u sad n go on with life. U r own ur own. Yes, I maybe '18th' forever at heart, but then reality kicks in. So people, Carpe Diem! Seize the day! Go and do what u want. If it's not today, then when? Y wait for 2mr when u have 2day? Take charge.
The major things I learned in 2010:-
1) Will power is a very powerful thing. When u set ur mind on something. Everything's possible.
2) There will never be the right time. U have to set 'The Right Time'.
3) People will dissapoint, fail & turn u off and that, people are mean. So, get over it.
4) When it's time to let go, just let go.
5) And when it's meant to be, it is & u shud enjoy it while the ride last.
6) Trust in God. He maybe "late" answering ur calls, but he's there. U just have to call him over & over & over again.
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20kg in 3 bloody months? Spill me the secret. I know, u've been strict with ur gym routine & food intake. Ugh how I wish I can be determine like u.
And new toy pula suda? Ishh punya lmbt sy baca this entry. Anyways, belated congrats! Bila kita mau jumpa niiii?
Love this "when it's time to let go, just let go". 2009 had seen me jatuh to the bottom-est part. And I was running all the way in 2010; ada jatuh juga but I managed to crawl & stood up. Glad u're back to kicking again.
Take care. Jgn kama diet brabis smpi sakit. xxxx
p/s Update MORE. No tumblr-ing terlampau. Hahaha.
Hey u!!
It's been awhile. I knw!! LOL phew!! hahaha.. I've gotta lose that xtra pounds. Need to go diving baa.. for underwater photography... hehehe. The secret?? No secret la. Just work-out more & dont eat. Haha. I mean like seriously. N then, definately u'll lose it. And oh.. do 3 sets of sit-ups every day.
I'm trying to climb & climb.. even sometimes, I might fall but yeah, i'm getting there even though it's a bit late.. hehehe..
New toy! yeah!! Loving it to bits bie :p baa.. capatla ba kita jmpa.. c lala pun sa bulum jmpa.. hahahaha.. funny oh kan.. nywz, we'll see each other juga tu... soonish!
ps: I can't help it. I love tumblr so much these days! haha :p
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