Have you ever......?

The sea looks upon u. Wind breezes thru your face. Inhale. Exhale. The smell of sea. U got a map, compass, food and everything u need for ur journey. U've been planning this for years. U've done all there is needed to be done. Everything. But deep down inside, u have this feeling. Fear? Perhaps. Insecurity? Maybe.

Lost, in a sense of direction. U were sooooo sure about it when suddenly the time's comes n then u realized that this is not it. This is not what u really want. So, what actually do you want? Honestly, I don't knw nymore. But I'm sure I want something. Badly. I just havent figured it out yet. So, do I still have the time to figure it out? Now that's the problem. I don't. Which is y I feel lost. But I still havent give up yet, I hope.