What my heart says?

I often wonder if I could express what exactly I wanted to say right now.. But then, I'm not goin' to tell the whole world how f***ed up are things right now. But I neeed to let it out.. So, I'm going to say it in Tagalog. My broken-tagalog. LOL.

I should go sa kasal 2nite pero hindi ako pag-alis (I'm not so sure if i've said that right but hopefully u guys understand it :p) Bakit-pa?? Well, hindi ko alam pero hindi ako kalimutan ya.. Despite being so absent-minded.. Hahaha.. Well, actually, pagut na ako eh.. Magkaila all the time.. *sighs* Hindi ko alam eh ano mangyari.. Pero, kahit ano pang mangyari, ang totoo will be known sooner or l8r :p I hope that someday, some1 will magsabi ng totoo.. All i want to say is.. "Sana'y lumagay ka naman sa lugar nya at nang maintindihan mo kung bakit niya nagawa iyon" Sisters, slamat po talaga kase tuwing wala ka, I'm dead! LOL :p well, nywz, To sums it up, I gotta say.. Life sucks.. that's what I meant.. nothing personal, n I didnt say nything bad k.. LOL.. It's just an expression of how difficult things r, that's all. =)

So, to fill up my time and clear things off my non-stop tick-tocking brain, I drove all the way to Damai to get myself my favourite cup of Caramel Latte & Cheese Choc Brownie.. LOL.. (I live like 20 mins away from Damai) Gawd.. I shud get a life!.. But then..

A cup of this..


And a slice of this..

did help me calm down (Kununla) LOL.. *Crap.. I.NEED.2.LET.GO.OF.MY.COMFORT.FOOD!!.*


And I love driving @ 11-ish pm cuz there's no traffic and the air is cool.. Less polluted & all..

And sumthing else did made my day 2dy..

Daddy bought a HDD player.. Yeaay!! V(^_^)v




soo.. no more watching downloaded movie on my lappy.. Small screen doesnt help! (-__-)



Can even watch animes, jap-drama & my Filipino soap opera =D *dances around*

Am lazing around in front of the tv (while writing up this post :p) .. haissh.. Satisfaction mahn!! Hee :p

p/s: No, am not a Filipino, I just loves the country, the language, the culture, the food & all. So, now slowly learning their language.. Hee :p